wat the hell…^#^
Sometimes I m not sure wat I wanna do in my life…wat
actually do I wan?? Do I wanna make a breakthrough?? Or I choose 2 live
peacefully without any ups and downs?? But life’s gonna be SO DAMN boring dis
way….frens who understand me well know I simply LOVE dancing…so wat?? SO WAT??
Haha…here is the ultimate quote — “ sometimes life is really UNFAIR "
ur
“Go! Go and pursue
dream! Go and dance!! Show them dat there is also a bright future waiting4u…” haha, such encouragement…so easily
said….so simple…wat I need is just GUTS…
but…but…(here comes the ‘buts’ ^+^ ) being a Libra gal I wanna
balance everything 2 the optimum…I mean like I wan EVERYTHING in good conditions…I
wan supports 4m relatives also…ESPECIALLY 4m my dad…but…but…I dunno….he has a
very VERY conventional thinking….he nvr, NVR think dancing can bring any future
2me…last time I even threaten 2run away 4m home if he dun allow me2 continue my
ballet…but he just said nothing…so 2me silence meant objection…haiz……
my mum is the one who supported me and help paid my ballet
and other dance courses’ fees…thank god dat now I have already completed my
ballet grade8 with excellent result…I wanted 2 continue my diploma but…..haiz……(again…)
god really sayang me a lot…blessed me…I got excellent
results for my STPM also…so ppl think, THEY THINK dat by having such GREAT
result I shud, SHUD study something more professional….more “normal”…BULLSHIT!!
Ok ok…I know what u r thinking….u would say “why care so much abt wat others
think when U R THE ONE who is suppose2study….who is suppose 2 have a future OF
UR OWN…and who is suppose 2 be stuck to wat u r gonna study FOR THE REST OF UR
LIFE???”
so I m still struggling…..everyday….every min when I m
free…though lots of my frens gave advices…the words simply wont SUCK in2 my
mind….so sorry pals…^@^
