be happy always ^@^

i sux~~….eyakkk…..

even though smtimes i think wow, i learn fast…or wow i catch up fast…wow i am not bad wo…wow i think i am GOOD…wah boost of self confidence ohh…but…so wat??? they are only wat I think…useless…pointless…meaningless…self centered stupid thoughts…

the fact remains–i sux~~totally…haha…failure…

guess its best if i can jz keep a lower profile of myself…dont ever get involved with any activities or anything or anyone…ooo…that would be an awesome idea…yeah me…what i need to do is simply to ‘care lesser of everything’…yea that would me cool~~

gotta hypnotise everyone–kok sze hua never exist…she never exist….never never never never…..haha….

wow…after a few months of hard work and sleepless night, our convex finally come to an end…yeah!!! reli felt relieved and abit stress-free after everything is over…haha ^_^

i really thank god that everything went smoothly and hallelujah that our well-done work paid off-we are praised for being the best convex ever (kononnya lah~~) haha :@)

well, along the preparation and whole convex week i learn alot-from being able to work in a team to being able to tolerate group members’ frustration and quitting and to be able to present confidently during the health exhibition…wow!! actually there are alot more such as the fun and joy of sharing our works together with other station’s members and to joke around taking silly pictures and so on…besides, i learn alot from other stations oh~~i cant believe i am saying this but ‘wow guys, i am going to miss this convex man!!’

during our free time we also went around penang conquering hawker centers-wah~~its kinda amazing how our hunger for chinese food make us stuffing more than the usual amount of food into our stomach…oh god!! nvm guys….ITS WORTH IT MAN!!! haha ^_@

cant miss out this info for you guys–a bunch of frens and i went to gurney plaza red-box and sing k for 4hrs man!!! wow…eventually i got sick and soarthroat…i sux~~haha…we also went shopping around and went gurney drive hawker center had our supper…and we took some pictures near the beach there also…wah~~its a wonderful experience…i will remember it and treasure it guys

we will be going back to kelantan tonight…but b4 that "GO GO OUR M’SIA BADMINTON CHAMPION LEE CHIONG WEI"!!! everybody must support him and turn on the tv on 8.48pm later ya…MALAYSIA BOLEH!!!

wow wow!!! FINALLY….almost done with all my activities…and also we will be leaving soon to our main campus at penang…for CONVEX …yahoooo^_@

hope everthing goes smoothly and hope everyone is well prepared…so that when the public ask questions we wont go like "oh my god, what’s that??" or "ehm…ew…ar…i dunno wo…" This will be so embarrasing to our USMKK reputation man!!!

hmm…i havent been studying much…i am so scared that i cant catch up on my studies…haiz…its kinda depressing when i see others studying but i still have alot of things to settle…for the convex, for the HTD and also for the Wushu Club…but its still worthwhile since i will be learning alot along the way and having so many friends supporting each other…thank god for that ^_^

actually the problem why i got myself into so many activities is kinda silly-i dont know how to say NO to others…haha…i dun like seeing others become disappointed bcos of me…plus i dunno how to reject people’s constant request…and before i knew it, i am IN…all the workload all the stress will be crushing me down and i will be making excuses to go home…i am so WEAK….haiz…

nvm…i will try my best to handle everthing the best that i can…dont make excuses to myself…plan everything nicely so that i will HAVE TIME FOR MYSELF also…that’s important ( according to what my fren-tee ming said:> )….i guess?!?! and also try to concentrate on every single thing i am doing so that its the max performance i can give…not to forget try to build up a good fellowship with everyone and not isolate myself from others…try to mix around more with gals….even though sometimes i kinda ‘beh tahan’ with their girly characteristic….haha…no offence gals ^_^

and also….ehm…oh ya…this one MUST do MUST do..haha…spread the gospel of our precious Lord around…so that more and more people will come before Him and ask to be His children….more and more people will embrace Him and ask for guidance and support….i will try my best Lord…

you guys out there…enjoy ur day ya^_@

and dont forget to smile…sure will brighten your day one

dont stress dont depress dont tension!!!! yeah v^^v