be happy always ^@^

finally we are back on textbooks and lecture notes…everybody had quite a relaxing start to our 3rd year…no doubt the complaints often heard now is “how am i going to start my engine balik leh~~…”

isolating myself from others…hmm…before i knew it i am practising this like crazy…such a contradict…i know i hate loneliness…why is it so difficult to mix around now??? why arent there any problems last time?? why am i being so complicated…

often i found myself sitting in a corner, repeatingly asking why i have no friends?? why?? i guess its my fault also la…i have nothing to offer…i aint good in studies and i m such a bore…no wonder….no wonder…

hope depression wont come for me so fast…i dont think i will be able to deal with it now…haha…

your smile…even though looked kinda forceful…make me forgive you ^^

no matter how hideous the words you have used on me, i am thankful to god that i finally come to let it go ^^ i felt so much better and freed when i do so…guess nobody likes to be in hatred or anger too long…mentally tiring ^^

huhu~~ ppsp agm became so political…i hope this year will passed without any rusuhan kaum…scary…

conflicts….i simply dont understand why misunderstanding comes so easily…and hit so deep….i hate rumours…i think its ok to listen to them but spreading them and hurting other people…cant tolerate it…

sneering at people…looking down at people…hng…so you think you are so good huh?? ok then…do as you pleased ^^ i have no objection to it…no objection at all ^^