sept liao…huhu~~
Weird is that, I am so easily getting sick nowadays…is it because of the stress here?? Is it because I just want to run away?? Run away from lectures…from the loneliness of being here at Kelantan…or seriously, my body is telling me that its time to REALLY live a healthier lifestyle?? I wonder…
Anyway, I thank GOD for friends that care…friends that pray…friends that send me to clinic with the risk of getting infected ^^and so much more…
I am so left behind in studies and stuffs going on at usm here…I REALLY should hold on to something here to occupy myself and to prevent me from going home so often…sometimes the urge to run away and give up is so strong I couldn’t take it anymore…thank god I still sit down and read through YOUR words LORD…and know that YOU are always with me and nothing is impossible with YOU around…I really clung on to YOU and know that YOU are the only one who can guide me through these sufferings…
Lastly I just want to pray that my dad will one day realize that we love him and quit going there anymore…every week i ask and beg and do whatever I can to prevent him from going there…nothing really helps…I think I should drag him to church at home…haha…but it aint going to be easy…haiz~~
