Archive for October, 2009

guess everyone will go through it once in awhile~~

i wonder why….happiness seems so far away…smiles seem to fade from deep within…nothing matters now…i felt so useless…so lazy…so bad~~

dont understand why its so hard to search back what was once burning in me…am i sick?? i wonder…

i think i gotta talk to someone…but what am i suppose to tell?? i am getting insane?? i am over-reacting?? i dont even know what exactly is wrong with me…can anybody tell me?? can anybody help me?? haha….yea…haha is the only appropriate expression here…to laugh it off and pretend nothing happens…dont be silly sze hua…u are pathetic…dont expect anything when you are not giving a damn about everything….

Run for the Nation ^^

What?? We have to wake up so EARLY in the morning?? Huhu~~

Initially when I heard that we have to gather at 430am, I was actually trying to find excuses to not go and be a volunteer for this “run for the nation” program…haha…but I was able to conquer the Satan in me and hang on…

Slept for less than 3hours…woke up with a jerk and OH MY GOSH…its 420am already…gotta rush for it…thank god I was still among the early arrivers…PHEW~~

It was really refreshing waking up early and pray to god…by 530am our first runner team hit the road with high spirit ^^ (of course after taking some snap shot in church lo~)

With teams after teams arriving, we can see other church members actively taking part in this activity as well…the weather was good…but the last 2 teams had to endure the sun and traffic…bless them for being able to hold on till the end ^^

WOW~~ We actually received certificate for taking part in this activity…even though as a volunteer I am happy for being able to cheer and pray with them…it’s a chance for spiritual growth and also endurance training…I hope I could join them in the run next time..hehe ^^

 

Back to USM with a full stomach, I thank god for giving me a chance to realize that it feels so good to serve Him…even though the role we played were so tiny-as a driver, a rescue team, paramedics, or as someone who stayed back at church to cheer and pray for them…we are important in the eyes of God…amen?? Hehe…